Burned Bridges: Oliana Mercer Series Prequel (Crossing Series) Read online

  Burned Bridges

  Oliana Mercer Series Prequel

  Marguerite Ashton

  Contents

  Criminal Lines Publishing

  Copyright

  Acknowledgments

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

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  Criminal Lines Publishing

  Burned Bridges

  Oliana Mercer Series Prequel

  By:

  Marguerite Ashton

  Copyright

  Copyright 2017 Marguerite Ashton

  All rights reserved.

  No part of this book may be reproduced in any form, including but not limited to, digital, electronic, or print, without the written consent of the author.

  This is a work of fiction. All characters depicted herein are the product of the author’s and do not represent any actual persons, living or dead.

  Acknowledgments

  To my husband and Fab 5 thanks for your patience and support.

  Also, I would like to thank my writing mentor and editor, Ami Hendrickson. Her encouragement and honesty is something I will never forget.

  Chapter 1

  For the last forty-two days, Duran’s coffeehouse had served as my refuge from the temptation of the dark piss colored brew that had slowly eaten away at the lining of my gullet year after year.

  Alcohol had stopped being my best friend and it was now my worst enemy. Popping a little white pill to settle the rogue waves of acid reflux was a daily reminder of what I had done to my already marred body.

  Therefore, paying $4.50 for a 16 oz. cup of gourmet coffee meant that even my wallet had to do penance for my troubled addiction. On the upside, however, Duran’s served good food, had a glorious view of the distant Rocky Mountains and was just ten minutes outside of Denver, in Cherry Creek. I enjoyed the ambiance and welcomed the conversations affording access to others’ semi-private lives.

  For a Sunday afternoon it was unusually quiet. No line of impatient customers jockeyed for position at the counter; the only people there were we four and a couple sitting across the room talking in hushed voices.

  Dark clouds spread across the skyline as a heavy thunderstorm brewed outside. My grandmother used to say thunderstorms washed away bad memories and made room for new ones. With every storm, I wished I could prove Grandma right. I wanted my turn to come so I could erase the memory of my car accident. It was only one of the many putrid recollections I had of my mother.

  A month and a half ago, after fifteen years of polluting my liver, I had hit bottom. Sipping on the long neck bottles that housed my favorite beer seven days a week had finally lost its allure. I woke up one Saturday evening from a drunken slumber on the floor, my computer desk chair at my side, with a bruise on my shoulder, thinking it was Sunday.

  It was nice to see the world more clearly instead of the usual old blur after a night of drinking. It was a difficult choice, but I could already feel a difference.

  Even my co-workers at the law firm noticed and had begun complimenting me on how much happier I looked. In a way, I was envious of the other paralegals in my section. Before I stopped drinking, the ladies and I would go to the bar once or twice a week to unwind. Now, I had to politely decline every time they asked.

  An upside to my new sobriety was that I made three new friends: Olivia Durning, Norman Mercer, and Kevin Walsh.

  I thought it was odd that I could feel closer to a group of strangers than I could to my own mother. It reminded me of my college days where finding a connection was so easy, so fast, so necessary.

  The first time I had a good look at Norman was when he stepped out of his black Lexus GS at the coffee shop. He struck me as the kind of guy who was a knight in shining armor to any female in distress. Blond, with a manicured scruff of stubble, he wore a v-neck shirt with long sleeves and dark wide leg jeans. It was like seeing my favorite Hollywood actor, Roy Majors, back in his heyday, only Norman was more reserved, and nothing overwhelmed him. His Texas accent was as strong as his political opinions while his southern manners showed he was a true gentleman.

  “Okay. What’s your count?” Norman asked, interrupting my thoughts, pointing his finger at me.

  “Forty-two days.”

  “Twenty days,” Olivia said.

  “I’m closer to sixty and still going strong,” said Kevin.

  “You never give me the exact day, my friend.”

  “I believe in setting a mental goal and striving to make it happen.”

  “All right,” Norman said. “I’m at ninety-seven days.”

  “Hey, Traci,” Kevin said, pulling out a deck of cards, “did you forget you owe me a game of Crazy Eights?”

  “No, but if you insist on losing another round, I’m ready.”

  When I met Kevin, he threw me off balance with his tough guy exterior, raunchy humor, and bright intellect. Some of the things that dribbled from his mouth should’ve stayed put, locked behind the chinstrap beard outlining his narrow jaw.

  Approaching his forties, Kevin’s feet were grounded firmly as a single father. Two minutes with him was enough for anyone to realize that his twin daughters were his focus in life. To show his love, he sported different style vests to display his pledge tattoo that bore the names of his little girls spelled out in blue ink flanking a pair of angel wings across his shoulder blades. He dared for anyone to challenge that love.

  Kevin dealt the cards while Norman tapped away on his notepad.

  “Olivia, do you want to play?” I asked.

  “I guess so.”

  Kevin stopped dealing out cards. Norman looked up.

  I turned in my chair to face her. “Is something the matter?”

  “My birthday is coming up, and it’s not something that I’m looking forward to.”

  Kevin laughed. “Who doesn’t like celebrating their birthday?”

  Norman shook his head, pressing his index finger to his lips. Olivia noticed and her eyes widened. “Jesus. You told Norman?” she asked, hurling her cards at me.

  I picked them up and laid them neatly on the table.

  Olivia was a sweet girl with a thin rail frame who took pride in the long chestnut brown hair she kept in a ponytail held with multiple decorative hair ties. She had small eyes like black dots printed on fabric that resisted being a set of the three primary colors. They were lonely and dim. The only time they flickered with life was when she sang. Her voice was as smooth as a saxophone. When she spoke, her words fell from her lips with grace, and when she belted out a song she’d written, her listeners held their breath, enchanted. I believed her songs were telling her story, spilling out her soul of great heartache and dreams.

  “I only told Nor
man because I thought you trusted him. You’ve told me as much yourself.”

  “When did this happen?”

  “A couple days ago.”

  “She’d left her reading glasses here last Sunday, and I ran them over to her,” Norman said.

  “I was bothered by what you told me,” I said, knowing how lame I sounded. “Believe me, I regretted it immediately after I said it.”

  “It’s a good thing I didn’t tell you my entire story.”

  “What story?” Kevin said.

  “Olivia--” Norman began.

  “It’s okay,” I told him. “I deserved that. I promise not to betray your trust again.”

  Olivia snatched the cards off the table and fanned them in her hand. “Can we just play?”

  Kevin dealt the rest of the cards. “I hope you know you can talk to me, too.” He placed the remaining stack of cards in the middle of the table.

  Olivia pursed her thin lips and pulled from the deck. “I’m not mad. I’m embarrassed.”

  She laid out her first spread of three fives.

  “What happened to you was not your fault,” Norman said.

  “Thanks.”

  I played from my hand and waited for Kevin to make his move as he concentrated on what to play next.

  Olivia retreated into her own world, tracing the sinew strands of her dream catcher.

  “Is that a new one?” I asked.

  “Yes. I love the feathers on it.”

  “Does it really stop bad dreams?” Kevin wondered.

  “Most of the time, but I think some of my dreams are too horrid even for a dream catcher.”

  “You’re not alone,” Norman said.

  “Drinking used to help me sleep. Forget the past for a night.” Olivia placed the dream catcher in her lap. “It didn’t take long for it to stop working.”

  “That’s how it was for me,” Kevin said. “Then I began using anything I could as an excuse to drink.”

  “Same here,” I said. “One thing I’m certain of – it feels good not to wake up with a pounding headache.”

  We all laughed and finished our game, which I lost. Kevin ordered another round of javas to go, and we packed our things.

  “Are we still doing our Thursday dinner?” Olivia asked.

  “At six,” I confirmed.

  “I have to stop by the hospital first, to pick up my reinstatement papers,” said Norman.

  “Congratulations! We’ll make it a celebratory dinner.”

  “I’d like that.”

  “I’ll pick up the food after my counseling appointment,” Olivia offered.

  Everyone else got up and waited for me to stand.

  I grabbed my onyx cane and struggled to get out of my chair. My knee ached more than usual, which meant a change in the weather was coming.

  A storm — a big one — was brewing.

  Chapter 2

  On Thursday, thunder and lightning filled the skies. It rained all day. Sam, my golden retriever, loved to play in the rain. Her feathered tail swatted at the patio door as she barked for me to let her out.

  I slid open the door, cringing as Sam found the wet dirt patches in the yard and shoveled them out with her feet.

  The timer on the stove sounded, reminding me about the dessert I had baked from scratch for this special occasion. I slipped on my hand mitts, opened the oven and retrieved my chocolate cake.

  I sat it on the marble cooling board and stared at the cake of my dreams. The double-layered chocolate smelled like warm baked decadence but resembled the Yampa River. I sighed at my disaster and glanced over at the new cookbook I had purchased. “So much for learning how to bake,” I said, slamming it closed.

  I looked at the clock. 4:52. I was out of time to do my part for dinner, so I retrieved two medium plastic bowls from the pantry. I dumped a bag of chips in one and trail mix in the other.

  My hopes for an invigorating shower were cut down to a quickie. As I made my way toward the bathroom, knocking at the front door re-routed me into the living room where I opened the front door and let Marc inside.

  He shook off his umbrella and zipped his fingers through his close-cropped haircut. He was sensitive about his thinning hairline and kept it pushed forward. All thoughts of my short time frame vanished. I kissed him as if I hadn’t seen him in years.

  At the beginning of our relationship, I would pinch myself on a daily basis for reassurance that this was not an erotic dream. I couldn’t believe a man like Marc could find true interest in a woman like me.

  “You’re home early. I thought you had court?”

  “I did. The judge was in a good mood today and I made valid statements that I think stuck with the jury. Do I smell chocolate cake?”

  “Sadly, no. I have my fingers crossed for you.”

  He adjusted his suit jacket on his broad tapered shoulders.

  “There’s no need to do that. I’m going to win. I always do.” He flashed his wow-the-jury smile and hope fluttered inside me.

  “Well, good luck anyway.”

  “I stopped by to see if you got my house key made?”

  “On the coffee table.”

  Marc picked the new key up, flipped it in the air like a quarter and observed it. “Were you bored?” he asked, pointing to the red shaded area on the key.

  “It’s a heart. So you can tell it apart from all your other keys. It’s something I picked up from my grandmother.”

  He slid the key onto the ring and put it in his pocket.

  “I’m going to go hop in the shower. Will you still be here when I get out?”

  “No, Sweetheart. I have a dinner meeting with a client and I’m running late,” he said, kissing me one more time and hurrying out the door.

  Before Marc’s car had left the driveway, I aimed for the bathroom and prepared for my shower. I adjusted the faucet for my steaming hot escape and stole a glance in the full-length mirror.

  My reflection was that of my mother, Karin Collins when she was in her early forties with bowed lips and no visible curves to define her waist. Traces of silver peppered my short, dark, wavy hair as it dangled just below my earlobes. The most visible difference between she and me were my scars; they crisscrossed my knee like pale railroad tracks on a wrinkled map.

  Hidden behind the glasses, polo shirts, and middle age weight, I fought to conceal my likeness for fear of becoming just like her. Her beauty was buried underneath her fiery temper, and I strived to keep mine under control. Those who knew me saw a woman who always answered “yes” to make others happy; when anything negative entered my world, I internalized it, pushed it to the side and moved on. I had mastered positivity, smiling in the faces of those who tried to get under my skin.

  I stepped into my hot oasis, but my relaxation was short lived. As I toweled off and hurried to get dressed, my cell phone rang.

  It was Olivia.

  “There you are,” I answered.

  “Oh, Traci, I’m desperate. I need to talk to you. Please, Traci, please,” she cried.

  “What’s the matter?” I flipped the lever up on the patio door to let Sam in.

  “I’m freaking out. I need to see you.”

  “Look Olivia,” I said, pinning the phone between my ear and shoulders. “Come on over to my house and we can talk.”

  Just as I linked my fingers under Sam’s orange collar, she jumped with excitement, pressing her muddy paws on my purple blouse. “Oh, Sam,” I grumbled.

  “Is Marc home?”

  “No, but the guys should be here soon.”

  “I’m on my way.”

  I slid my phone closed, put the teakettle on for some raspberry tea and changed clothes. I moved quickly about the kitchen to finish getting things together.

  At the refrigerator, I pulled lettuce, onions and carrots out of the crisper and quickly whipped up a salad.

  The teakettle whistled. Just as I removed it from the burner, the doorbell rang.

  As I entered the front room, I could see the rain
pick up in intensity. It had created miniature rivulets alongside the curb and visibility was scarce.

  There was Olivia, dragging heavily on a cigarette. She inhaled on it once more, then threw it into the wet grass. It sizzled briefly before the orange ember was snuffed out by the dampness in the air.

  The acrid smell tinged with menthol clung like an aura, following her into my home. The clash between my recently lit cinnamon candles and Olivia’s rank, ashy odor left me frustrated.

  She looked as if she was on the verge of hyperventilating and I was concerned that she might pass out.

  “Olivia, breathe.”

  Olivia shook off her jacket, slipped out of her shoes and pulled me into an embrace. I hugged her back. Her fingers gripped my arms tightly. She whimpered.

  I rubbed her back to soothe her. “Will you be okay?”

  I waited until Olivia nodded her head. “Hand me your jacket and I’ll meet you in the kitchen,” I said, hoping I sounded comforting and strong.

  She gave me her coat; I hung it up on the rack near the floor vent and went to get a towel for her hair.

  When I returned, Olivia was sitting down and pouring herself a cup of tea. Her hands trembled as she brought the ceramic mug to her lips.

  I handed her a towel. “Use this to dry off.”

  “Thanks.”

  “What’s the matter?” I asked, sitting down.

  Olivia began gnawing on the tips of her nails. My eyes dropped down to the red stumps.

  “It’s Reginald. Isn’t it?”

  She folded her arms underneath her breasts and said, “I saw him today. It makes me so angry that Mom allows him over during our scheduled visits. Why can’t it just be her and me?”

  “Have you ever thought your Mom is upset about what happened?”

  “I doubt it. I’m beginning to feel as if she’s trying to ruin what’s left of our relationship. Today has been hell, and I want a drink so bad that I can taste it.”

  “Have you called our sponsor?” I asked.

  “I got Jessie’s voicemail.”